i just read espritgirl's blog. don't know if i'm given the permission to link it here or not, so i didn't. but let me tell you what it's like - OH MY GOD! EFFING DISGUSTING LAH! I'M TOTALLY GROSSED OUT!

now, that disgusting bit aside, i bumped into all four within the span of two days. i feel as if i've gone undercover and my cover has been blown by the enemy. haha. the four people whom i've planned to avoid at all cost unless it is under unavoidable circumstances. i've numbered them coz i don't want to reveal their names. heh.

so, met 2 while i was out on a date with azlin and the boyfriend. was happily chatting, chatting, chatting away when there it is, 2 standing merely a few metres away from me. so i steered azlin and the boyfriend away coz i didn't want to have to say 'hi'. a close call. then, we walked towards the interchange coz it was time to go home. i took 22 alone. about three or four stops before my bus stop, guess who happened to board the bus? 3 lah! sinec it was a single deck bus, i avoided 3 by looking out the window. haha. kental kan! i alighted a stop before mine coz i couldn't stand my kentalness. walked home then. i swear i was laughing all by myself on the way home. lady luck really wasn't on my side that night. but i was glad it was over. i mean, i won't be that unlucky after that night, right? wrong.

the next day, i met pixie at paris coz she wanted to kepo about my issue with that girl. really, pixie. a little bit more subtle would help. heh. was waiting for her at the interchange when i saw 1 walking in my direction. since 1 didn't see me, i decided to vanish before 1 finally noticed me. thought i was so smart. while doing the vainishing act, i bumped right into 4. so dammit right! now, that was unavoidable. haha. so i chatted with 4 for a bit. luckily, out of the four of them, i'm kinda okay with 4. fortunately, pixie arrived at just the right time and spotted me. i could have kissed her there and then. and pixie, don't laugh at my unfortunate run-ins with all of them. not funny. stressful, more like it.

urgh! i'm bored now. so bored that i've been que sera que sera-ing. the stupid song is playing in my head. non-stop. so much so that i'm actually playing it on my real player.

front centre, back centre
front, back, centre
turn

this just reminds me of the councillors in my school. and sofi.

okay lah. gotta go. heard from the sis that saturday will be my last day in this house. gotta confirm it with mom. now i'm sad. comfort me somebody! i want cookie dough!

nura

you don't want him, yet you don't want others to want him. what is wrong with you? i think it's bull for you to argue with me over this. he really is just a friend. you really should get your facts right before you start talking about others.

you know, i thought we were friends. but for you to tell people that about me, that's just plain wrong coz it's not even true. what? you think i don't know? please do remember that we run in the same social circle. we do have mutual friends. i resent that single word that came from you. it's making me think and have second thoughts. and i don't think it's fair to that one person involved.

i believe it's always so easy for a malay to insult another. this is especially so with girls. why?

i should be indifferent. i really should.

nura

kak siti, i'm blogging from your new laptop! whee! testing, testing. haha. still waiting for your quicktime to download.

and guess what i found in the nie portal latest news? go read. any singles? guess nie is trying to run a matchmaking service huh? :)

nura

thankyouverymuch, sal, for making me stop typing down the time because it really irritates me. heh.

went on a date just now. with azlin and her boyfriend. i kinda feel guilty for not asking mister along but he's supposed to stay at home, preparing for his presentations tomorrow. so, sorry eh. we'll go out next time okay? how about friday? plus, it's funny that you would think of me as a social butterfly, azlin. you haven't met my friend, sofi. now, THAT's a good example of a social butterfly.

anyways, my sister didn't get to be the president. she's the vice-president. and this mrs tan from my sister's school should be killed. hellooo! she spent the whole night planning and organising things okay! how the hell can you give credit to the president? she didn't even acknowledge my sister's effort lah! kept on saying the president did this and did that. can still say, 'good job, president' some more. wth?!

andandand how come nobody wanna join me for a sofa movie????? how? any takers? $32? no? oh, well. i can always go alone. as if i've never watched one alone before, right, shaz? haha.

nura

time: 12.18am

just had a chat with a certain person from the adam camp.

person: i've been lazy. haven't been leaving my home for the past few days. been stuck in my room since forever.
me: really? you didn't do anything?
person: of course not! i just have people come over.
me: omg! talk about being lazy!
person: *laughs* ya! just last night, i asked (insert male friend's name) to come over.
me: *cheekily* ooooh!
person: no! no! for a sleepover lah.
me: hmm.
person: i meant, we stayed up all night.
me: ...
person:  not stay up like that! we played the whole night. really!
me: ...
person: *after a few seconds pause* alah! you know what i mean.

talk about going into cardiac arrest over a joke. haha.

nura

time: 11.16am

back then, he would pick me up and put me to bed everytime i fall asleep on the couch while watching tv. that's the reason why.

nura

time: 11.23pm

i had a lot of time on my hands just now. had to wait till 7pm for kak siti. went to paris library to borrow books. ended up doing a little bit of thinking of what i'm going to do with my life (ceh!). not in any particular order, below are just a few that i have been thinking about:

01. i need to exercise. don't laugh at me. i'm serious. remember how in shape i was back then? well, it's totally different now. think 'lazybum'. i'm getting lazier by the minute. i used to be a 24. now i'm a 25. see! getting fatter (even though azlin's mother would beg to differ). i need motivation. so, the first step is to approach a gym. check!

02. i need to eat healthy. i mean, rabbit food. again, don't laugh. but obviously, it did not work today. just ate at long john's and some typically oily food at home coz mom cooked. so i'm practically stuffed now. the eating right thing? still working on it.

03. i need to bring my account out of the icu. seriously. it's coming closer to death's door now. i need to have a foolproof savings account so that when i'm old and gray, or rather, in a few years' time, i'll be stinking rich. okay. so having $5k is already stinking rich to me. but, you know what i mean. and i need the bank to help me out. check!

04. my relationship with certain people, as you people already know, gravitates towards bitterness. anger even. as of today, i'm going to try to look for the positive things in the relationship. that means, for people like no-pine and bimbo, i'm gonna have to dig real deep in me for the positive. but, no worries! nura can do it!

however, there is one thing that's coming close to stopping me. procrastination. haha. never mind that. i always look for the positive in things. hence, the non-stop and, sometimes, the hysterical laughter every minute of everyday.

shell: so, what about you? sun or rain?
me: given a choice between the sun and the rain, i'd want it to rain forever. coz it keeps me calm and relaxed.

ps: mister, you set me up! but i do like your sister. i was a bit paiseh though. haha. and kak siti, ... :DDD

nura

time: 1.54pm

then she became a duck,
a duck all on the stream;
and he became a waterdog
and fetched her back again.
then she became a hare,
a hare upon the plain;
and he became a greyhound dog
and fetched her back again.
then she became a fly,
a fly all in the air;
and he became a spider
and fetched her to his lair.

nura

time: 1.26am

i was real sleepy. chatted with a friend till grinch1 went dead on me. decided to send the friend a message just to explain why i went offline all of a sudden. still feeling really sleepy untiiiilll i sent the message to the wrong person. oops. and now i'm wide awake.

sorry to that person.

i need to stop sending messages to the wrong people. it's the blasted sony ericsson phone, i tell you. NOT that i'm putting the blame on grinch3.

nura